I wonder if you think of me still. Sometimes I let it get to me. So I can remember how it felt, so I know to never make the same painful mistake like before. Time’s and time’s again the same question will run across my mind, always with a different purpose or meaning but I always find myself coming to the same realization, I will not be fooled again by you. You’re a snake and this time I’m the snake keeper not the prey. I just have the feeling you’re not completely gone yet. Not completely done with what your intentions are. To of what, I have no clue. I have no clue what you tried to gain throughout this. But whatever the past 2 almost 3 years have been. It’s only the battle. A far, far more rude awakening is in my midst. I can feel it aching in my bones. This. This is the beginning.
it really pisses me off how easy it is to get sad and then how long and hard it is to get happy again like what the fuck man thats not fair
its kinda scary how your whole life depends on how well you do as a teenager